JadedMinx62

I thought we were friends But somewhere in all your silence I got left behind If I knew what I’d done, The reason why I became so easy to walk away from.. Then I’d spill out words of apology Spurting out on the page like blood from an open vein. I wish I could put this absence down to my own insecurity; That it’s not you, it me.   But that would just be my mistake.

You told me once that I didn't know what love really was That somehow all my scars across my heart had blurred my vision I feel more deeply than I should, I abandon polite emotions for the truth I cry, laugh and scream more often that you do. Remembering every moment that made me, me. How dare you say I don't know love, My capacity to love would have me in knots Back broken Arms out stretch beyond the limits of my skin. I love you beyond words Would I carve out my own heart to show you each beat Each beat that tell  me it has to be you.   You ignore me, beat me and keep me in a cupboard Until you need me So independent of me that

I thought you could hear a heart break Instead I'm choking on silence Loneliness is like acid It eats away There's no tear, no break Just a hole This hole It's the empty that kills you It's the hole feels like you're drowning I wish I could cry